Day 5-100 calories, easy. Maybe not. There was a work due on, and my mum forced and watched me eat 5 cholocate biscuits and 3 handfuls of chocolate raisins :( Id only had about 70-80 calories for the day as it was I was doing fine. I so want to re-start ABC but i don't think i'd be able to do it fully properly unless i moved out which isn't happening anytime soon. Fucking hell i hate myself. I so badly want to cry right now ever since saturday I've been feeling really awful lately, and i don't think i'll be okay again until i reach at least 8 st. So lets get this moving, im so trying to be optimistic, i'd go to sleep and wake up in a great mood but i cant sleep for at least 3 hours seeing as i ate it about an hour ago. I might go for a jog! Yeah i'll excersise. I feel so weak, then again it's probably best my mum doesn't suspect anything or i'd just end up eating more because of it. Yeah, that makes me feel better, kind of.
Much love, stay strong xox
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Please don't restart, there's no need to. The diet is just a guidline that we should follow to suit us. Just breath. Be calm. Tomorrow is another day, so don't worry. I had a horrible day on Saturday, it was digusting the amount of food I shoved down my throat. Yuck. But I still continued, and so should you. Shrug off that day.
ReplyDeleteWe need to be in this together, stay strong darling.
Hey dear, I managed to do ABC to day 10. It's hard... I realised that it actually drives you to binge more. Lost 4lbs though.
ReplyDeleteGah, ABC is confusing. Ima just make sure I stay under 500 every day, and see how that goes. Let me know how ABC goes for you (and don't start again! Just subtract however much you've gone over from the next few days)
~Twigs
xx.
Where the hell are you!?
ReplyDeleteYou were my first follower and I miss you dearly, let me know you're okay?